ඇය යන්න ගියා මැකිලා,...

අහන් ඉන්න අහගෙන ඉන්න, මගේ හිත මොනවද මුමුණනවා,....


ඇයි අවේ මට පිහිට වෙන්න
ඔයාට තිබුන එහෙම නොකර ඉන්න
ඔයා ගෙන මම උදව්වක් ඉල්ලුවේ,
එක කර ගන්නම නෙවෙයි
ඔයා එක්ක කතා කරන්න ඕන නිසා


හදවතින්ම උදව්වක් කවදාවත් ලැබිල නැති නිසා
ඔයා මට කරපු උදව්වෙන් මම පුදුම උනා

ඔයාටත් මගෙන් උදව්වක් මගෙන් ඕන බව තේරුන නිසයි,
ඔයාගේ කදුළු පිහදාන්න මම ආවෙ.
එත් ඒ පිහදපු කදුළු ටික මට හලන්න වෙයි කියල මට කවදාවත්ම හිතුනේ නැ.


පොළවටත් වඩා ගොඩක් පහතින තිබුන ඔයාගේ හිත ආකසේට උස්සල තිබ්බේ පුදුම සතුටකින්,
ආකසේට ගිය ඔයා මාව දාල පාවෙලා ඈතට යනකොට කොහොම ඉවසන්නද?


එත් දැන් මමත් ඔයා කලින් හිටපු තැනමයි,
එත් මාව උඩට ගන්න කවුරුවත් එන්නේ නෑ,ඔයාවත් නෑ.


එත් මාව දාල වෙන අහසකට පියාබල ගිය ඔයා ගැන මගේ හිතේ තරහක් නං නෑ.
මොකද කවදාවත් අහසයි පොලවයි එකතු වෙන්නේ නැනේ.


මම පොලාවේම ඉන්නං ඔයා අහසේ පියබානවා බලාගෙන,
පුලුවන්නං මතක තිය ගන්න ඇවිදින්නවත් බැරුව හිටි ඔයාට පියාබන්න ඉගැන්නුවේ මම කියල,......


එත් මොකටද, තාමත් මම පොලවෙනේ.(අහසයි පොලවයි එකතු වෙන්නේ නෑනේ)

[සහී],...

lonley love...

My heart keeps searching for u.
Is it cuz, I wnt be able to get with you.

My eyes keep dreaming of u.
Is it cuz, i wnt be able to get with u.

My body keeps feeling u.
Is it cuz, i wnt be able to get with u.

U are the most precious to me.
Is it cuz, i wnt be able to get with u.

I have become a man who hopes for mirrages.

My hobby has become to wait for u.
Although i know that u are not fore.
Although i know that i am not worth for her.
Although i know she z too valuable for me.
Although i know ma sacrifices wont melt her heart.
Although i know she dont want me anylonger.
Although i know i let her go for her goodwill.

I cry every moment i remember u.
I cry when i remember how we loved like birdz.
I cry when i remember how we planed our lives together.
I cry from inside & smile @ u hoping u wont recognize ma pain.
I have no blood sistrez broz to tell ma pain.
No friend to rub ma head.


Now am learning to love ma 'broken soul'. . .
Which has never recieved any before.
I love me.cuz i cant live without it...

[සහී],...

i Wish u. . .

I wish u to live long ricly n happily...
With all ma heart...

Cuz u made me feel ma rhythem.
Cuz u made me laugh for ages.
Cuz u gave me ur whole life to me, @least for few monthz.
Cuz u gave me a hope to live this boaring life.

Cuz u gave me a love after ma mum n dad.
Cuz u let me sense the beauty of nature.
Cuz u showed me the charactr hidden inside me.
Cuz u gave me chalenges to test ma courage & patience.

Cuz of u, i watchd the sea in a new way.
Cuz of u, i dreamed about the blue sky in admirable way.
Cuz of u,i feel the touch of the wind in a emotional way.
Cuz of u, i wrote notes with ma heart over flowing with pure love.


Cuz of u, i feel the diffence between sex n love.
Cuz of u, i seperated gud frndz frm bad 1s.
Cuz of u, i made lovely dayz from damn fkng days.
Cuz of u, ma heart beats nt jst to make me alive.

Cuz of u, i felt the sorrow of leaving.
Cuz of u, i sensed the tragic of breaking dreams.
Cuz of u, i saw the pain of loneliness.
Cuz of u, i get to knw, tht 'siyalu de anithyai'.


So . . .
I wish u a happy n rich life aftr all...
Thnx 4 giving me ma life...
I owe u ma life...


Thz life isnt the end.
Still lot more to cum...
& if i'l b a thomeez. . . , i wnt stop. . .

[සහී],...

Start of The Ending,...

Can u remember the dayjuly 6.Itz da day when our whole universe starts running.
We dont need a ring or tattoo or even a memo to remind july 6.There is a beat in our hearts to make the day keep beeping.
If the world is dark, i'l always be ur torch to watch whtz gng around u.
If the world is slipery,i'l always be ur walking stick to make ur life steady.

Until i hv eyes i'l keep watchng u.
Until i hv ma life i'l die for u to keep ur life handy.

So calm..So pretty..I cant imagine how can a girl be that much cool.
So tall.. So slim..I cant wish how can god be so creative make it whole.
I cant imagine how any1 could stop loving.
Thatz why i get falling in love.
Thatz a feeling tht i cnt do xplaining.
May be thts a goddamn bow.

No1 could knw how i start lvng u.& no1 could imagine how i did upgrading u.
Thatz why all think u'l surely walkaway.
Bt, i dnt care wht they say.
I dont wanna get u.Bt want to live by side of u.Why any m*f* thnk am nt the guy to live by.
May be itz da goddam truth i hv to deserve by.

I dont want to see u naked.Bt i dont want to let any1 have dat chance.

I dont want u to love me.Bt i dont lyk u to love any1.Search high & low.
Bt found nothng wrong with us.

Ohh..Bt i knw smthng realy bad is hapening between u & me.

Oh GOD. . .Dnt make me insult u. .
July 6.Thtz da day all those start.
Bt hope itz nt the day all thingz to get lost.Just 1 yr gone. .
Sooo..If u want 2 go..plz take ma heart, as a memo..& place it next to ur HEART..I lv u.Damn ****ing lv u.....


[සහී],...

hPpY b'day ma frnd...

Life goes on.
so do the memories.

Life is 20yearz old but memories are always fresh.
like a new born baby,Alwayz botherz us but we love it

.So congratz 4 ur 20th bday.t
hat mean u'v only left only another 1hundred & three yearz and 2 monthz to live.

Enjoy ur life.bitter crust part is gone.now enjoy the sweet fleshy part.


"WHAT EVER WHO TELLS,LIFE WE GOT IS PRECIOUS"


evrythng happen for our goodwill.. .

.hApPy bDaY mA fRiEnD. . .

BesT OF LucK


[සහී],...

Last drop...

When i close ma eyes, i can see u.
I can see u smile,can see u wrapped in ma arms laughing.

Through nights through all the day, sadness burns ma soul head to bottom.

How can i forget wht we talked those days.
Wht we dreamed those days.

How can i forget wht i'v done to make u mine.only mine.
How can i forget the friends i forget just to make u mine forever.

But how can i pretend to ma heart that u are nt mine.
How can i tel to ma heart that u are with me,only cuz u are kind to me.

How can i forget the sisters that i accept as ma blood sisters.
How can i forget their smile their voice.
Damn..

Plz tell me how can i eraze those memories frm ma life.

How can i forget the foot steps we left @ the beach.


Bt i knw am stealing smthng...
So i must leave...


So i'll let u go...
Bt plz frgt me...

Bt i wnt...
Cuz u ar one n only...


LIVE FREE WITHOUT ME or
DIE HARD WITH ME...

Choice z mine., i let u go... free...

[සහී],...

Last drop...

When i close ma eyes, i can see u.
I can see u smile,can see u wrapped in ma arms laughing.

Through nights through all the day, sadness burns ma soul head to bottom.

How can i forget wht we talked those days.
Wht we dreamed those days.

How can i forget wht i'v done to make u mine.only mine.
How can i forget the friends i forget just to make u mine forever.

But how can i pretend to ma heart that u are nt mine.
How can i tel to ma heart that u are with me,only cuz u are kind to me.

How can i forget the sisters that i accept as ma blood sisters.
How can i forget their smile their voice.
Damn..

Plz tell me how can i eraze those memories frm ma life.

How can i forget the foot steps we left @ the beach.


Bt i knw am stealing smthng...
So i must leave...


So i'll let u go...
Bt plz frgt me...

Bt i wnt...
Cuz u ar one n only...


LIVE FREE WITHOUT ME or
DIE HARD WITH ME...

Choice z mine., i let u go... free...



[සහී],...

Soulmate

i was roaming here & there waiting for the perfect person.
I kept looking evrywhere & i kept looking at desertz & broken treez..just them.

Oooopz. . .
That was just an accident, i found ma soulmate, ma perfect.
The one who showz me the beauty of LIFE & value of LIVING.
Then,
i loved the beautiful blue sky followed by feather weight white cloudz.
above ma soul.
Cuz i look these through ur beautiful soul.

I loved the marvelous blue sea decorated by itz charming wavez.which kisses ma feet.
Cuz i try to feel it through ur marvelous heart..



I have the luck 2 sèe evry beauty around me, cuz of u .

So dnt leave me.if so i wnt be able 2 see any beauty of thiz world.(ur ma eyez in the heart).

I knw u wnt leave me.
Unless itz the end of thiz world.



Cuz u're ma soulmate. U cnt leave me under no cercumtance. . . . . .
Hope so & will happen so. . . .


[සහී],...

You're Awesome!

You're ma breathing air and
i'm breathing u ma danz....
I hope nobody wanna seperate
me from ma danz.....


When I look at anyone
I just can see u ma danz....
I can't imagine the impact
of ma danz inside ma mind.....
I think thatz the art.....
of living and art of dying.......


I'm experiencing that art in
Extream love and Trust...
I'm wandering why this...
Amazing danz wanna teach
me how to live.........
Coz I'm just an ordinary boy
might have no right to
love you danz........



It fills ma life every day
every time.............
Thats whyI just wanna
fall in love with ma DANZ..


[සහී],...

"Eureka.. I Found ma Luck"

DANCE DANCE DANCE
Life is just valueble
Coz of the DANZ......
What's life without u
ma DANZ......
I don't wanna lose u
ma DANZ.....
Nobody thought i could
Do the DANZ....
Coz i was far away from
ma DANZ.......

God gave me the chance
To test ma DANZ...
And now i'm bonded to
this awesome DANZ.....
Time goes dancing away
from me.........
But ma DANZ walks around
me giving the pleasure
that i never hoped...

I won't die.........
if ma DANZ walks
Away from me....
Coz I'll live till it comes back!
I love ma DANZ that much
from bottom of ma heart
Can any one tell me...
why i'am waiting for???

[සහී ],...

KANDY vs matara

Kandy kandy kandy,
wht u gonna do in ma girlz heart.
hw dare u do that.

why dnt u try to find a gal from kandy,
why u want just ma gal.
kandy, plzzzz
leave us(may b nt her) alone.


[සහී],...

Keep Waiting...

When u 1st came to our clz
i thought i was dreaming.
i was afraid to look @ u.
cuz u were that much b'tiful.
when u smile,when u laugh, when u talk, i just keep watching u secretly.
ma frndz told that u are too much proud of u.
bt i think u got the right to do so,cuz u ar that much facinating.
ma frndz disscuzd how much ugly u are.
bt i dreamed how much pretty u are.
they said u are vry thin
bt i dreamed of ur slim body.

they said u are vry pale
bt i was facinated by ur fair colour.




whatever they said, i thought u were the smartest,prettiest& greatest.
i thought i was the only one to see he beauty, so i decide to wait till our studies end.
just to let u make ur decision easier.
i kept loving, keep loving the way u move & live.
nw,..
i came to know that u've got a B.F.
woow, that went right through ma heart.
am nt really jealous with him; really nt.
bt,..
bt hope to meet him just to talk with that lucky man
i dnt know wht a person he is.
if itz her choice to get with him, i've gt no right to ask for her heart.
just me knw how painful itz.
bt i still love that girl who gave this much pain to ma life.
cuz am still hoping that she might get to knw how much i loved her & loving her.

waiting for that day to come soon or later.


... keep waiting ...


[සහී],...

Ma Shaa Allah[god]

I respect u as everyone

i respect u, cuz u do the right thing most of the time.
bt,..
bt, where were u looking @ in these dayz.

cuz, nothing was going right in these dayz.
didnt u notice that am loving her.
or did u think that am nt suitable for her.

i respect ur decision to make him ma lover's B.F., cuz u da god.
Bt,
i have few objectionz, few unmatches u have to look, cuz u the god.

why didnt u inform me that am nt her type, when i was waiting infront of her home; for hourz.& itz unfair to make him the B.F. , cuz i was the only one to waiting,loving her.
why didnt u inform me nt to dream of her when sleeping.
why didnt u inform me nt to look @ her in the clz.
why didnt u inform me nt to smile with her as am nt gonna be her B.F.

bt nw,..
u are telling me the she's got a B.F. & to get ma heart off her.
dnt u think itz too late to inform me ths.

i alwayz respect ur decisionz, cuz u th god.
bt,..
bt,dnt u think ths is really really unfair of ur decision.
i dnt plead u to make ur decision right.
cuz,am jst a ordinary boy, got no right to argue with u.
bt,..
plead u just this,
MAKE HER HAPPY TODAY & REMAIN HER SOOO...
cuz she gt no fault.
this all happen cuz u...


"MA SHAA ALLAH[god]"


[සහී],...

Time s right?

Time s right?

I smiled with her when the time is right.
i talked with her when the time is right.
i waited @ the class till the time is right(till u cm)
i waited infront of ur home till the time is right(till u come in ur peaugeot)





i waited to ask u for ur heart till the time is right.





                                                                      

i think the right time has come....,
holly shit she's got a BF, i think her time had come a long time ago.although i didnt notice.

waited 1yr become wasted, bt got loadz of experience.

* thnx 4 evryone who helped me to spend those yrz...
nw..!?%..
wht nxt..





[සහී],...

Teach me... plz

Teach me to walk, i'll fly.

Teach me to hug, i'll love.

Teach me to talk, i'll sing.

Teach me to live, i'll DIE.


just for u,...


[sahee seeker],...

My Lady...

You are really beautiful my lady
you just beautiful
you the only thing i can dream my lady

when i 1st see you in the class
i was flying sky high
cuz you were that much beautiful
you just beautiful

i was watching you
although you were talking to boys
but i am still watching you
cuz you are beautiful my lady

you were the girl i was dreaming
althouh i am far away from you
i am still watching you
cuz you are beautiful my lady

baby i want to tell you my sensations
but you are listening to another boy
i am still watching you
cuz you are beautiful my lady

my lady i wanna grab youq hand
but you are walking with another boy
i am still watching you
cuz you are beautiful my lady

girl althouh you are not mine
althouh you not even know me
i am still watching you
cuz you are beautiful my lady.....
[Sahee Seeker]...

Dangerous.

IF;... Friendship is a tiny, little vibration, like our heart beat
love is a huge earthquake that destroys the cities in seconds
so.. if you are feeling a heart beat, be ready for a earthquake...

                  [sahee seeker],...

Safe House.

I've got a safe place in my heart
so why don't you come to me
if you keep me as a friend of you
i will keep you in my heart & close the door
i wnt lock the door
cuz i may not be the only one
who love you more than my life
(but plzz dont go with them)

[sahee seeker]

My Lover...

She's not that beautiful
who cares cuz I love her
she hasn't got a fair skin
but she's got a fair behaviour
she hasn't got a curly hair
but she's got a curl of her lips

she hasn't got shinning gold to wear
but she's got two bright gems under her eye brows
she hasn't got an attractive chest to show
but she's got a kind heart to please

she hasn't got a slim body to be proud                            
but she's not a slimeball
she hasn't got a catwalk either
but she catalysts my life to goodwill

she hasn't got a sweet voice
but she spills sweat for me
although she's the UGLIEST GIRL in this planet she's 'MY LOVER' forever........

[just a feeling]

sahee seeker,...